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Transforming Energies for May 5, 2010
The
light in me greets the light in you!
All
is being aligned. The energy is calm within yet anxiety can
be felt outside surrounding us.
There
is so much to say, but where to start? Today I believe we
will begin where I found myself recently. I was very
blessed to be invited to a dear friend's wedding in Maryland
this past weekend. To witness such a beautiful event of
shared love is indeed breathtaking. Denise is the daughter
of my dearest friend, Diane in Maryland. Diane has been a
special friend, mentor, teacher, and inner child playmate (I
love her tinkling laughter in our conversations!) for many
years. I was pleasantly surprised, being the mother of the
bride with the impending nuptials on the morrow, that she
found time to graciously guided me to her back yard for some
quite one-on-one time when I arrived. No matter what needed
to be done the lesson here for me is there is always time to
greet a friend and chat. (We can "create time" when we need
to now, have you tried it?) To be in her presence once
again, surrounded by her angelic glow allowed my own light
to safely shimmer out and shine brightly. Ah... I felt so
at home!
This
summer is going to be a very busy time for many (myself
included - more on that) and so Bruce and I decided to take
a mini vacation to Ocean City, MD after the wedding in Bell
Air. The planning of this trip was several months ago.
Being the Google gal that I am I searched for several weeks
for just the right place to stay at the right price.
Infinite Spirit definitely provided very well for us as the
area and accommodations where exceptional!
One
peculiar thing about my energy, I really don't "feel" energy
strongly while at the ocean. I have noticed it before,
never really put my finger on it as to why, yet I just feel
cocooned in a soft nurturing bubble. A friend called while
I was at the ocean and was talking about the energies. I
expressed my concern about not "feeling" anything and that
is when we discovered together the neutralizing effect of
the ocean on me. Ah... I must say it was nice for a time to
step away from all that I feel and sense and just "be" for a
spell.
As I
sat and watched the ocean waves thunder into the shore I was
reminded of change. I have often talked about change and
will continue to do so as we are all rapidly going through
many changes. Like each wave that changes the pattern of
sand as it recedes, so does the energetic waves we
experience change us forever. Looking out over the ocean
you can see a constant activity of waves rising up and
riding inward. Though we may crave calm tranquil waters, it
is this motion that allows old patterns and issues to be
washed away and cleared. The energetic waves then create
space for something new to enter, something more fulfilling,
and it allows the necessary space needed for expansion of
self. How else are we to evolve? Does the sand squeal, "Oh
no! Another wave! No!"? Or does the sand embrace the wave,
releasing to the current, willing to be taken and shaped
into its next stage? What type of sand are you? Could you
be the type that releases fear of the unknown and enjoy what
is happening this very moment?
As
for me, you may know I have many changes coming quickly. We
all have choice right now. We can pick our own direction
and "dream a new dream" of how we wish our life to be. I do
however caution to not solidify that "new dream" to the
extent it doesn't have room to breathe and grow. It is
human nature to set our sights on one outcome and be so
focused that we may miss some of life's adventures that may
lead us in a totally different fulfilling direction.
With
the changes coming on the horizon for me, (my youngest is
graduating and moving on and I am going to re-marry next
year) I have spent time quietly talking to Spirit (God) and
asking for guidance as to the next step to take. I wish to
mesh all aspects of my life which include personal growth,
relationships, and my service to God and other light
workers. ( I digress for a moment to my new readers that
have expressed they don't understand certain terminology in
my writings. A light worker is one who has chosen to heal
self through their personal journey of self awareness and
mastery then reaching out to others on their path giving
assistance which is all done to bring balance and harmony to
earth. ) There is no set way to do this. Just follow your
heart and listen to the God within.
My
question of late with all these time consuming changes
coming quickly, is should I still teach or has that era of
my life ended. I do so love to teach Reiki and holistic
classes to others. I love sharing their experiences,
watching them grow and become who they shall become. I
pictured a world of never teaching again and felt an empty
spot in my heart. Yes, I really would miss teaching. Yet
if that phase of my life has ended I know that I must
gracefully move forward without resisting. In my little
chat with God I asked him to direct me. When I came back
from my vacation I found wonderful encouraging emails and it
does appear that I will continue teaching! What a gift has
been given to me!
I
find myself going in so many directions it is hard to
concentrate on which one to walk towards. As with anything
if you are willing to release, you shall see the perfect
alignment of each step. It seems at least for now I am
giving guidance to dabble a little here and there beginning
and continuing projects. It feels like a new form of
multi-tasking, that ancient gift we seemed to all had at one
point, yet as of late could no longer do. The exception is
that instead of working on multiple projects at once, you
work on a little piece, let it go while a different project
comes in to be worked on. Perhaps it is taking life by
little "chunks" instead of diving into the entire cake!
Ooops! Do ya think that involves that "p" word? (patience!)
Our
life right now is changing so rapidly that even the changes
don't stay for long until we are releasing and changing
again. It is like having a great big puzzle to put
together. Perhaps we can't wait to see the entire picture
so we eagerly dive into the pieces searching for matches.
We concentrate on one specific area carefully matching
pieces and attaching them. Then we come to a point that we
can no longer find anymore pieces to match yet we know the
picture is not complete. It is at that point we move onto a
different area of our puzzle and start to piece together
what we can. We may move along to several different areas
of the puzzle placing together what we can, then going back
to the original section knowing all along that eventually
all pieces will fit firmly in place and we will indeed
experience the beauty of completion.
Finding a balance of work, play, creativity and rest is most
important right now. I have found the communication doors
opening and old friends popping in to say hello. Some are
friendships that I had to let go of and it was oh so hard to
do that. Yet though I enjoyed the recent communication I
realized that things really haven't changed and that
"closeness" I once felt may never be felt again. And that
is ok. Allowing others to be who they are while you
continue your journey is one of our current lessons. I
still find myself not being able to stand loud noises or
even music for any length of time. The longer I am
subjected to it, the angrier I become. It brings disharmony
to my system. The same goes for being around being who are
disharmonic.
One
last comment and that is on facing our fears head on and
releasing their hold on us. This may not seem easy yet I
know you can do it. Another friend who lost her job has
some work compensation issues to deal with. Nothing major
yet when she receives letters from her ex-employment or
lawyers they instantly bring a quick sense of panic to her.
She is very evolved and can release the energy quickly yet
she asked how she could not be so affected. I too went
through a similar thing only it was receiving communication
from my "ex" and it usually it wasn't nice. I learned that
when I received mail from him, I would leave it on the
counter top and not even touch it. As I would walk past it
I would breathe out the energy of fear and remember that I
am always divinely protected and that I could no longer be
harmed. (back to the "God is stronger than this person"
manta.) I would clear my energy until I was able to pick it
up. I had to face the fear, allow it to swell in me, dig
through it to find what I was really afraid of, look that
beast in the eye before I could release it totally. You can
do this to with what ever fear you may be presented with.
You are always divinely protected in all ways and no one can
ever harm you.
Much
love to you all and may you always remember your radiance!
Vickie
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